...He was running trying to catch the train- the first of the last ones...Go, go,go, catch it, escape, forget, change...you will return not because of you or your mental transformation, it`s just that the rails come back.They are just rails...
By being fucked up I don`t mean "my awful life" and the similar self-sympathetic agony. It`s all about receiving the life-giving and life-taking potion as Renton shared in his hero-delirium. And they make you to make choices-you get so fucked up with choices-school, friends, clothes, even toothpaste and chocolate. For what fuck-to come back again because of the rails. However, it is obvious that success and freedom mean the ability to choose but for what matter. Just to watch after the trains. Choices can fuck you up but it can happen only if you admit-admit that the train is gone.